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       Chapter XII 
       Working For Uncle Sam
      
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       John Buttoughs was in his twenty-seventh year when he went to 
       Washington to live. Country born and bred, and country dweller as we 
       have seen him to be, he entered with zest upon this first real taste 
       of city life. He had cast off the drudgery of school-teaching, and 
       freed for a time from domestic cares, found in this new untried life 
       strong contrasts which interested and stimulated him. And yet the 
       very day after his arrival he fled to the woods, and during his ten 
       years of city life fled to the woods whenever he could, which was 
       pretty often; for in those days the dweller in Washington could get 
       into the country and primitive woods in ten minutes-Nature came up to 
       the very threshold of the city, sometimes even crossed it. 
      
       His first natural history novelty in the new 
       environment was a prodigious grasshopper which flew from the ground 
       in front of him to a tree. Immediately giving chase, he was surprised 
       to find the great insect nearly as wild and as fleet as a bird. The grey
        spotted creature was about three inches long, with a white 
       stripe on its back, and with something the look of a reptile. But he 
       did not go to Washington to pursue natural history objects; he went 
       there as we have learned, to be nearer the stirring scenes then 
       taking place in and around the nation's capital. 
      
       On reaching the city he made his headquarters in the rubber store of 
       Allen, Clapp & Co., his friend Allen immediately helping him look 
       for work. While waiting for investigations and applications to unroll 
       in true red-tape fashion, he kept occupied, studying the birds and 
       writing about them. Though living on borrowed money, he put on a 
       brave face and strove to reduce his expenses to the lowest figure. 
       His chief expense was for board. He slept in the store on a camp-cot 
       with army blankets. When his pillow-case was soiled, he turned it 
       other side up, and when that was soiled, washed it, and also some of 
       his clothing, at the sink in the store, drying them at the stove. He 
       wore the paper collars and cuffs then in vogue. One night on finding 
       that the laundry to which he had sent his clothing was burning up, he 
       had a pretty anxious time until he learned that his clothes were 
       among those that were saved. 
      
       Years later, when, an honoured guest at the White House, he was 
       driven along Pennsylvania Avenue with President Roosevelt, on their 
       way to Yellowstone Park, those days of poverty and early struggle 
       came vividly to mind. It seemed incredible to him that he and that 
       obscure, aspiring youth were one and the same. 
      
       During that early period of waiting he wrote his first bird article, 
       which he had started on coming out of the Adirondacks. When too 
       distracting in the store to write, he hunted up some other place. He 
       remembers once or twice writing at a little table in a reception room 
       of Willard's hotel. No wonder the article dragged! When at last it 
       was done and sent to the Atlantic, there was a long wait, during 
       which time be wrote a friend that although he had sent his " 
       Birds forth, he was expecting they would soon come home to roost. But 
       they did not. The Atlantic accepted the essay, "With the 
       Birds," publishing it as the leading article in the spring of 
       1865, the first of a long list of bird articles not ended yet. 
       Fifty-five years of writing about the birds, and he is still finding 
       out new things concerning them! 
      
       In submitting the article he had unwisely offered to sell it for ten 
       or fifteen dollars, so it was accepted at those terms. Thus early he 
       demonstrated what has always been true of him: if left to himself he 
       will cheat himself in every bargain. A more shrewd and canny author, 
       with one-tenth of his popularity, would have reaped a tidy fortune 
       from his writings, but his unworldliness has stood in the way of 
       that; the lion's share of profits has always gone elsewhere; but the 
       lion's share of affection and appreciation has steadily flowed into 
       the coffers of the unbusinesslike author. 
      
       After some weeks of waiting he secured work in the Quartermaster 
       General's Department at Geesboro Point. His first job was to 
       superintend the burial of some negroes who had died in the camps. 
       Then he looked after supplies for the Cavalry, kept tally on the 
       hayloads, and gave out drugs. 
      
       Later they put him in the office, but as there was seldom work enough 
       to keep the office force busy, loafing was common. Preferring to put 
       such slack time to use, he spent it in reading. One day while 
       absorbed in a philosophical article in the Westminster Review, a 
       " high-brow " magazine with a yellow paper cover, one of 
       the assistant quartermasters came in. Bustling about, the other 
       idlers made a great show of working, but the "green hand" 
       from the country kept on reading. "I wasn't going to make 
       believe I was busy when I wasn't," he said to his associates 
       when they told him he should have "got busy" when the 
       "boss" came in. In a few days he received his dismissal, 
       the reason, as given later to Allen, being: "About all Burroughs 
       seemed to do was to sit around and read yellow-covered literature!" 
      
       It was while he was still at work in the Quartermaster's Department 
       that Grant, Sherman, and Thomas were getting ready to attack Bragg 
       and Johnston around Chattanooga, and just after his dismissal that 
       the threedays' battle took, place (November 22-25) with the splendid 
       victory. Hooker's "Battle above the Clouds" and Thomas's 
       brilliant achievements at Missionary Ridge were excitedly discussed 
       in the evening by the young men congregating in Allen's store. The 
       fortunes of the Union were indeed brightening, even if those of our 
       hero were still under a cloud. 
      
       Some dreary weeks followed that dismissal, weeks in which he wished 
       himself back at his teacher's desk at Buttermilk Falls with his 
       meagre pay; for he had left debts behind and was daily incurring 
       more. He enumerated those he had left: three dollars for wood, ten 
       for groceries, small bills at the butcher's and the washer woman's, 
       and one for filing his saw; but he wrote his wife to see his 
       creditors and assure them he would pay every farthing, though the 
       outlook for paying them soon, he had to confess, was not bright. In 
       fact, he was so discouraged be declared his life a failure; that he 
       wasn't as valuable as his old shoes; that he had nothing but ideas, 
       and did not seem able to bring them to bear. 
      
       Despondent, he wandered about the city, went to the Capitol, 
       traversed its marble halls and long colonnades, listened to senators 
       and representatives, and wondered when the turn in the long road 
       would be reached. 
      
       And yet in this dreary time a steady light was shining along his path: 
      
       As he was sitting in the back part of Allen's store one evening 
       shortly after arriving in Washington, there had come in at the door a 
       tall figure in grey, wearing a broadbrimmed, grey felt hat. 
      
       "There he is! there's Walt!" cried Allen, going forward to 
       meet the Poet, followed by his quiet companion who, though outwardly 
       calm, was in a state of seething emotion. 
      
       "Walt, here is the young man from the country I told you about-Burroughs." 
      
       And Walt Whitman and John Burroughs, in that first glance into each 
       other's eyes, and first handclasp, became friends. 
      
       "I shall never forget Walt's kindly glance, his big soft hand, 
       and his friendly grasp when we first met." 
      
       Whitman's comment to Allen after that meeting was, "His 
       [Burroughs's] face is like a field of wheat." The comment that 
       Burroughs made in a letter to Myron Benton was, "I love him 
       [Walt] very much. . . . He is as vast as the earth, and as loving and noble." 
      
       Very soon in their acquaintance Whitman began calling his young 
       friend "Jack," and often so addressed him. 
      
       It needed Whitman's friendliness, and steady optimism, to tide the 
       younger man over those dark days of officeseeking which followed. His 
       letters written at this time show a disheartened, even bitter, mood. 
       The recommendations he had applied for were unaccountably delayed. 
       Having no wires to pull, he saw others getting places while he had 
       none. He was lonely and homesick; his funds were sinking lower and lower. 
      
       Early in January, after receiving his letters of recommendation, and 
       the endorsement from his Members of Congress, he hastened to the War 
       Department and presented them. The messenger asked him to have a seat 
       and wait. Three solid hours he sat in that waitingroom without 
       further attention. Then, quitting the room angrily, in desperation he 
       sought the office of Hugh McCulloch, Comptroller of the Currency. 
       Almost immediately he was ushered into the presence of the genial, 
       kindly Comptroller who, on asking him what recommendations he had, 
       received the reply, "I must be my own recommendation." In 
       his Men and Measures of Half a Century Mr. McCulloch tells of this 
       interview; of how attracted he was to the youth with the sturdy form, 
       the honest face, and modest demeanour. As a result, the applicant was 
       told to come around the next day and go to work. So on the 4th of 
       January, 1864, John Burroughs was installed as a first-class clerk in 
       the new Currency Bureau of the Treasury Department. 
      
       That night he wrote home that he hardly expected to sleep for a week, 
       so glad was he to have secured his job. And he did not sleep for at 
       least one night: he and his young friends went out and made a night 
       of it-that and one other occasion being the extent of such 
       celebrations throughout his life. He wrote his wife that the piles of 
       greenbacks he had seen that first day were enough to make a miser run 
       mad. Here at last was work and the means to cancel his debts and get 
       on in the world! No wonder he expected to be sleepless for joy! 
      
       Hope, promise, and fulfillment followed in quick succession at the 
       very dawn of the new year. The period of waiting was at an end; that 
       of work was begun. It is interesting to remember in connection with 
       his employment in the Currency Bureau, though in the humble capacity 
       of a clerk for the Comptroller, that Stephen Burroughs, a brother of 
       his great-grandfather, had in 1790 been conspicuously connected with 
       the financial system of the nation, having, as has been related, 
       invented the system of Federal money adopted under the secretaryship 
       of Alexander Hamilton. Now his descendant was being initiated into 
       the new banking system (the present system of National Banks) which 
       went into use in 1863 under Secretary Chase. 
      
       But the glitter of gold, and the fresh hue of crisp green bank notes 
       did not make the country dweller blind to the green and gold of the 
       common things he had always loved. In April (1864) he writes to his 
       friend Benton of finding a magnificent dandelion in front of the 
       Treasury Building: "I first thought some one had dropped a gold 
       eagle there -Secretary Chase perhaps-but on examination found it to 
       be much finer than gold, and probably dropped by a much greater than 
       Secretary Chase." Many years after, in one of his spring poems, 
       we find a poetic line reminiscent of that gold in Nature's Treasury: 
      
       
        When dandelion's coin of gold is freshly minted on the lawn,
        
      
       At the start the new clerk was sent to the basement with another to 
       keep tab on the workmen who carried the dies and plates for the bank 
       bills back and forth to the engraver's. Each piece had to be checked 
       off and registered when taken away. As there were opportunities for 
       unprincipled persons to abstract the dies and use them in the making 
       of counterfeit money, strict watchfulness was necessary. It was the 
       duty of those two clerks to keep a sharp eye on the men to whom those 
       pieces were entrusted. "But I couldn't spy on anything but a 
       chipmunk," said our incorrigible countryman a little 
       apologetically, "and finally went to Mr. McCulloch, asking him 
       if he couldn't set me to some other work. I thought I would die from 
       the dreariness and confinement and inactivity down there, so he moved 
       me upstairs." 
      
       Thereafter he had a desk on the second floor of the west side of the 
       Treasury Building. Much time was spent in making briefs of letters, 
       after which he registered and filed them. Some months later he was 
       made keeper of the iron vault where the new, unsigned bank bills were 
       kept. Starting with a salary of twelve hundred a year, he gradually 
       advanced to more and more responsible, better paid clerkships, 
       advancing, oddly enough, to second, third, and fourth-class 
       clerkships, the first-class being the lowest grade. On leaving 
       Washington, ten years later, he was chief of the Organization 
       Division in the Bureau of National Banks, at a salary of eighteen 
       hundred a year, with a bonus bringing it up to twenty-one hundred. 
      
       As the new banking system was just organized, work was not brisk at 
       the start. Very little money, compared to later times, was issued, 
       and none of the worn out currency was as yet being returned from the 
       banks. Hence the work required of the new clerk during those first 
       years was not exacting. 
      
       Many years later I visited that office with the one-time Treasury 
       clerk, saw the high mahogany desk at which he had written much of 
       Wake Robin and Winter Sunshine, and even saw some of his former 
       associates. One of those elderly women told me that although Mr. 
       Burroughs was "always scribbling in his spare time," she 
       had no idea then that he was writing a book. But as no captious 
       quartermaster was there to object to this use of his slack time, he 
       there recalled the memories of former saunterings in woods and 
       fields, weaving them into his early nature essays. Seated at his high 
       desk in front of the iron wall of the vault, he guarded its door. No 
       one was allowed to enter without him. He was responsible for the 
       millions of bank notes it contained. 
      
       Office hours were from nine to four with a pause at noon long enough 
       to eat two apples; then dinner at four-thirty, and in the evening 
       calls, lectures, and an occasional play, or loitering in Allen's 
       store. For a time he spent two hours of an evening addressing 
       envelopes for his Member of Congress -- a voluntary service in return 
       for his letters of recommendation. Midnight usually found him in bed. 
       Thus passed his days. 
      
       In January we find him revelling in the soft, smoky air of the 
       Capital. The streets were dry and dusty, it was often so warm he 
       would lie on the grass of the Smithsonian grounds for an hour or two; 
       there were no signs of frost; the air was still and hazy; a brooding 
       calm like that of October enveloped the city and the Virginian hills. 
      
       Looking forward in mid-February to the coming of his wife, he sent on 
       specific directions for the boxing of his books and magazines; for 
       the berries he had dried, and the cherries he had preserved while at 
       the home farm. He forewarned the exacting housewife that when she 
       came she must not peep sharply into holes and corners, as the houses 
       were much neglected, the work being done by darkies; but assured her 
       that the food was clean and well cooked. He warned her also that as 
       he had no new clothes, he was looking pretty seedy; he had had his 
       suit cleaned and trousers dyed, which greatly improved their 
       appearance, even if they did "crock off " on his hands. She 
       must look in his face, he suggested, not on his back; and added gaily 
       that his salary of eighty-two dollars and fifty cents for three 
       weeks' work was " almost as much as he could earn raising onions 
       in old Delaware." 
      
       At that time Washington was like a country village, the population 
       was only 60,000. The water of the Potomac was vile. The streets were 
       poor, most of them unpaved; the mud and dirt were frightful. 
      
       "I've seen whirlwinds there bring a cloud of dust that blotted 
       out the Capitol," I've often heard him say. It was a great event 
       after the War when they began to pave the streets, beginning with 
       Pennsylvania Avenue. 
      
       But whatever Washington lacked, the soft brooding days and the 
       enchanting nights were a delight, and he revelled in the dazzling 
       sunlight which he celebrated in Winter Sunshine, declaring he had 
       never seen anything but second grade sunlight and moonlight until he 
       went to Washington. 
      
       In the spring the drying roads, the clear skies, the, fresh earthy 
       smell, lured him forth every Sunday for gleesome saunters. He used to 
       hunt snipe where now are solid blocks of buildings and rolling cars; 
       and great apartments now loom in his old wildwood haunts. 
      
       On his walks even the crows and buzzards were hailed with delight. 
       The calls of the flickers sounded the same to him as they had in the 
       North. The shrill calls of the spring peepers, the early wild 
       flowers, and the familiar birds-what joy they gave him, cooped up in 
       that office all the week! 
      
       Sometimes he would hear the mellow flute of the veery around the 
       White House, sounding as wild and sweet as it used to sound in the 
       Deacon woods. On the Smithsonian grounds the whistle of the fox 
       sparrow greeted him in early spring, and in the fine large trees near 
       the Capitol, and on the ground, robins, catbirds, blackbirds, and 
       whitethroats made as free as though there were no signs to keep off 
       the grass. One May morning while walking through the Smithsonian 
       grounds, he was surprised to hear the rollicking music of bobolinks 
       high above him, pushing northward. 
      
       He hunted the woods in May to see the thrushes and warblers; to greet 
       old friends and to make new ones. In fact, he says in 
       selfcondemnation: "I was pursuing the birds that May and June 
       when our soldiers were dying in the Battle of the Wilderness." 
      
       He remembers that spring of '64 standing with Whitman on the corner 
       of Newspaper Row, opposite Willard's Hotel, and watching Burnside's 
       army as it flowed through the streets all day on its way to the 
       Battle of the Wilderness. Many of the soldiers who had been nursed by 
       Walt in the hospitals, recognizing him, would wave a greeting, and 
       once in a while one would break from the ranks, rush up and kiss him, 
       and pull him along. Walt would go with them a ways, then rejoin his 
       friend on the sidewalk, only to be hailed anew and pulled along again 
       and again. 
      
       How the Treasury clerk revelled in his Sunday walks, sometimes with 
       companions, but oftener alone! Three of them would sometimes start 
       off of a bright, dry Sunday and tramp twelve or fifteen miles, coming 
       in at night feeling like wild colts. 
      
       In his essay, "The Exhilaration of the Road," one can 
       follow him along the red roads and almost feel the tingling of feet 
       that he felt on starting out on those long "hikes," 
       sometimes along the Tenallytown road to Cabin John Bridge, or up Good 
       Hope Hill, or across the East Branch on the old Marlborough Road that 
       led to Pumpkintown and beyond. 
      
       Doubtless the essay just mentioned has had a good deal to do with 
       making "hikes" fashionable. It is a chart and compass for 
       the Independent Order of Walkers, and one who likes to take long 
       tramps finds great joy in reading it. It sets forth one rule for 
       those planning a "hike " which it is well to observe: 
       Always plan ahead for as much as you intend to walk, for, if loaded 
       to carry only one mile, and compelled to walk three, you will feel 
       more tired than if you had walked six, knowing ahead of time that 
       that was to be the length of the "hike. " In short, if one 
       knows the stunt to be done, he can distribute his powers accordingly. 
       The real joyous tramp, he tells us, is the one where your heart makes 
       the music to which your feet keep time-then you can walk around the 
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       John Burroughs swimming in a mountain stream | 
     
       
       The Dome of the Capitol was not completed when John Burroughs went to 
       Washington to live. For a long time it was a familiar sight to see 
       that enormous swinging arm of the derrick near the top. He saw the 
       huge bronze lady lifted into place. After the Dome was finished it 
       figured in all his walks. It could be seen from all points of the 
       landscape, rising above the hills. 
      
       We must confess that those holidays which our Treasury Clerk spent in 
       the woods studying the birds were sometimes spent in shooting them, 
       although the shooting was not for sport, but for identification. We 
       have to remember that in those days comparatively little had been 
       written about birds, and there were few collections of mounted 
       specimens accessible for study; and it is really necessary to have a 
       bird at close range, preferably in the hand, to know it thoroughly. 
       To hunt birds with an opera glass had not yet occurred to students; 
       so, in order to learn the birds, the ardent student justified himself 
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       He stuffed and mounted those thus secured; some of that early work is 
       still a credit to his skill. But, bird lover that he is, and always 
       has been, he has never had pleasure in a stuffed and labelled 
       specimen for its own sake. His readers well know that it is the live 
       bird, soaring and singing in its haunts, or brooding the young in its 
       nest, that has ever appealed to him; and it is the bird on the bough 
       that he has made his readers love. Wilson, Audubon, and all the early 
       students of the birds, found it necessary to take life while in the 
       pursuit of their study, but happily that time has passed. We who 
       study the birds to-day can, because of those early ornithologists, 
       name the birds without a gun. In those early years of bird study Mr. 
       Burroughs carried an innocent-looking cane with him which was the 
       case to a gun. The mounted policeman would go tearing along, on 
       hearing a shot in the woods, while he strolled by with that cane. 
       Once one halted, asking, "Where was that shot?" "I 
       heard it over there," replied the culprit, pointing toward where 
       he had been when he had shot at the bird. 
      
       Although John Burroughs had met Walt Whitman often in the store of 
       his friend Allen, it was not until he met him one Sunday afternoon 
       along a footpath under the trees that they really found each other. 
       Whitman was on his way to one of the army hospitals with haversack 
       slung over shoulder and pockets stuffed full of things for the sick 
       boys. He asked "Jack" to go along with him. Washington was 
       one huge hospital in those days, and Whitman made daily rounds in all 
       those wards, carrying comfort and cheer and countless necessities to 
       the boys. That Sunday was an unforgettable day to the younger man. 
       Unused to sickness and suffering, the sight of those crowded barracks 
       and improvised wards full of wounded men nearly floored him. But the 
       vigour, cheer, and sympathy that Whitman carried and scattered at 
       every step were so invigorating and inspiring that "Jack" 
       soon forgot all else. Whitman moved from cot to cot with a hearty 
       word an and a warm handclasp, and usually with some little gift -- a 
       sheet of paper and an envelope here, a postage stamp there; an 
       orange, which he would stop and peel and tenderly feed to some 
       fevered lad; tobacco, pipes, newspapers, magazines. Such a medley of 
       things as he drew from that big haversack, always seeming to know 
       just the right thing for each! And how the faces lighted up as they 
       caught sight of him! He was, in fact, a self-constituted Red Cross in 
       the days before that beneficent organization had carried its 
       ministrations to all parts of the earth. 
      
       Some days he would go with baskets of oranges or of apples, sometimes 
       he would gather quantities of daisies, clovers, and dandelions, 
       scattering these on the cots while pausing for a word of comfort, or 
       to make note of needs to be supplied at subsequent visits. He would 
       do errands for the boys, write their letters, read to them, urge them 
       to write home, and talk with them about the home folks. 
      
       He helped them to bear their pain, braced them for their operations; 
       and sat by the dying till the end. He was home, father, mother, 
       sister, and sweetheart to those sick and homesick boys. If he had 
       never written a line, if his deathless poems in Drum Taps, written, 
       as it were, with his heart's blood, had never seen the light, still 
       America's debt to Walt Whitman for his devotion to the boys of the 
       North and the South, during and long after the Civil War, would be 
       beyond expression. 
      
       As his young friend saw him pass from cot to cot on his errands of 
       mercy during that first visit and at many a later one, he was 
       impressed with the divinely-human quality of the man-an impression 
       which deepened and strengthened in the more than thirty years' 
       friendship that followed. 
      
       "Good-bye, Walt, good-bye!" "Come again, come again, 
       Walt!" the boys would call after him, while many, unable to 
       call, would follow him with eloquent eyes and touching smiles, their 
       looks saying more than any words could say. Some would embrace him. 
       Some of the homesick lads he would bend over and kiss with a woman's 
       tenderness. Whitman wrote his mother that he believed no men ever 
       loved each other as he and some of those poor, wounded, sick and 
       dying men loved each other. He told her he thought he was able to 
       help them so much because he was so large and well, "like a 
       great wild buffalo with much hair"; that many of the boys were 
       from the Far West and liked a man who had not the bleached and shaved 
       look of the cities. 
      
       His letters of scenes in city and hospital during the War brought him 
       in money from time to time. Living frugally, chiefly on bread and 
       coffee, he used all he could scrape together to supply the soldiers' 
       needs. After a time, Emerson and other benevolent persons in 
       Massachusetts and around Washington made contributions, so that he 
       had larger sums to expend in his deeds of mercy. On special days, 
       such as Thanksgiving and Christmas, he would go to Mrs. Burroughs and 
       get her to make him pies, cookies, doughnuts, and the like. Then he 
       and Mr. Burroughs would make the rounds of the hospitals distributing 
       the goodies. 
      
       During the summer of 1864 while General Early was threatening the 
       nation's capital, our Treasury Clerk made up his mind to take a hand 
       in the fray. Early's army was only seven miles away, and the 
       apprehension in Washington was hourly growing more grave. One evening 
       John Burroughs made his way out Seventh Street, eluding the pickets 
       by skulking about through the fields and woods till he reached the 
       rifle-pits in front of Fort Stephen where the Sixth Corps, which had 
       been hurried up from Petersburg to defend Washington, was stationed. 
       He was halted once or twice as a spy, but finally convinced the 
       sentinels that he was not one-only intent on seeing how it felt to be 
       a soldier: 
      
       
        It shows how lax their methods were. The road was picketed, but all I 
        had to do was to get over the fences and circle about through the 
        fields and flank the pickets. I almost persuaded a sentry to let me 
        into the Fort itself. 
        
      
       He was unarmed, but the soldiers assured him they could quickly 
       supply him with a gun if the enemy appeared. As he lay there in the 
       darkness fraternizing with the soldiers, the Confederates began 
       firing in front of them on a hill about a mile away. When he heard 
       the ping of an occasional bullet overhead, and the thud as one would 
       strike the ground, he thought them the ugliest sounds he had ever 
       heard! The war-worn veterans of Grant's Army lay on the ground, some 
       sleeping, others apparently as unconcerned as though on a picnic. How 
       they laughed to see him dodge the bullets! And when the bullets began 
       coming over thicker, and he sought the shelter of the rifle-pits, it 
       was much to the amusement of the seasoned soldiers. 
      
       A few hours later a company of soldiers was hurried off into the 
       darkness toward the line of rifle flashes along the horizon. The 
       sickening feeling which came over the would-be recruit, as he watched 
       them march away, proved to him that the stuff of a good soldier was 
       not in him: 
      
       
        If I had been ordered to join them as they went out into the night to 
        face that unknown danger, I fear my legs would have crumpled under 
        me. What a coward I was! Granther Kelly would have disowned me. 
        Darkness always did hold terrors for me from childhood onward, and 
        that night my imagination ran away with me. 
        
      
       But as the night wore on and no attack seemed imminent, he wandered 
       toward the rear, restless and out of conceit with himself. Passing a 
       long, low building which was being used as a hospital, he said to 
       himself, "I can at least be of help here," and going in, 
       offered his services to the busy surgeons. The operating tables were 
       full. The wounded lay in long lines on the floor, or sat crouched by 
       the wall waiting their turns, some groaning, some joking, some in 
       apathetic silence. 
      
       He had always had a feeling of faintness at the sight of human blood, 
       but now, much to his surprise, found himself standing at the 
       surgeon's side holding vessels and passing instruments, as composed 
       as the surgeons themselves. But after a half hour or more a deathly 
       faintness overtook him. The surgeon, noticing his pallor, roughly 
       called, "Get out of here!" almost shoving him into the open air. 
      
       The air quickly restored him, but the sight of hands and feet piled 
       there in mounds, the odours, and the groans unnerved him, and 
       wretchedly conscious that here, too, he was weighed in the balance 
       and found wanting, he crept in among some bales of hay where, trying 
       to sleep, he waited for the morning. All through the hours he heard 
       the clatter of hoofs and sabres as regiments of cavalry filed by. As 
       soon as it was light he made his way back to the city. 
      
       Sheridan's Ride saved Washington from the raid of Early's cavalry, 
       and our Treasury clerk's rejoicing at the removal of that menace had 
       a fervour that was considerably heightened by that one-night bivouac 
       with Grant's men around Fort Stephen. 
      
       He often says it was probably the greatest miss of his life-to miss 
       that chance of being a soldier. Nowadays he never sees a soldier boy 
       in khaki without wanting to hug him, just as, after the Civil War, he 
       envied every veteran his experience-an experience be might perhaps 
       have had, had not Granther Kelly, in his soldiering with Washington, 
       so nearly emptied the family powder-horn. 
      
       There were times during that summer and fall of 1865 when, seated at 
       his high desk, he and his fellow-clerks would be conscious of a 
       distant muffled sound far down the great corridors, a sound which 
       grew rapidly louder till it became a mighty roar: it was the news of 
       some big Union victory being carried along through the whole 
       Department. Out from their offices he and the other clerks would rush 
       and join the crowd, adding their voices to the rejoicing throng. In 
       August when Farragut sailed into the harbour at Mobile, in September 
       when Sherman's long campaign was crowned with triumph at Atlanta, 
       after which he started on his long march to the sea, in October when 
       the news of Sheridan's mad ride reached there -- at such times the 
       sleepy old offices were emptied and the great corridors were a scene 
       of wild rejoicing. 
      
       There were anxious times all over the country that summer lest 
       Lincoln should not be renominated and reelected; but the Union 
       victories in the fall were powerful campaign arguments, and Lincoln's 
       reelection with a popular majority of more than 400,000 showed how 
       the North really felt about him and his policy. 
      
       The new Treasury clerk had succumbed to malaria in the fall of '64, 
       and obtaining a furlough, had gone home to recuperate, and to vote. 
       He could hardly drag himself to the railway station, and on the 
       journey to New York, and up the river to Kingston was very wretched; 
       but as soon as he turned toward his native hills, his strength 
       returned as if by magic. After leaving the stage-line he struck out 
       for home, walking easily and growing stronger at every step. 
       Overtaken by a farmer living near Roxbury, he was given a lift. As 
       they rode along, the War, of course, became the topic of 
       conversation; but the farmer's comments about it, and about Lincoln, 
       so enraged his passenger that the latter jumped from the wagon and, 
       shaking his first at the astonished man, declared he would be d----d 
       if he would ride any further with such a d---d Copperhead! The " 
       Copperhead " tried to coax him back into the wagon, but he 
       wouldn't be coaxed, and angrily trudged along the eight or ten miles further. 
      
       What a home-going that was! He had never known what freedom was 
       before. He kicked up his heels like a colt in a pasture; roamed the 
       woods with his nephew, Channy; hunted squirrel and ruffed grouse, 
       passing a joyous time in the old haunts of his boyhood; then, after 
       casting his vote for Lincoln, he returned reluctantly to Washington, 
       his high desk, and the big vault. 
      
       The spring of '65 found the young couple keeping house on Capitol 
       Hill, exactly where the Senate offices now stand. There by their 
       simple, economical living, and the wife's thrift and industry, they 
       managed to save fifty dollars a month out of his salary, to pay up 
       their debts, and to make provisions for a home of their own. 
      
       Mr. Burroughs urged his friend Benton to come on and see Lincoln inaugurated: 
      
       
        Walt is here; Spring is here; the bluebird and robin are here. The 
        Spirit says Come; the Flesh says Come; wife says Come; Abe says Come, 
        so Come! . . . I am spoiling for a talk. 
        
      
       But Benton did not come then, and, what is more, Mr. Burroughs 
       himself did not go to the Inauguration: 
      
       
        I went to the woods instead-think of it! when I might have heard that 
        Second Inaugural Address! Mrs. Burroughs heard it. It was a dark day, 
        but just as Lincoln was taking the oath of office she said a burst of 
        sunshine came out, illuminating his face and almost making a halo 
        above his head. 
       
        How many times since I have chided myself for going to the woods that 
        day! and about all I can remember of that trip is of finding some 
        wild puppies in a hollow tree. I could go to the very spot now in 
        those woods where that tulip tree stood; a man was there chopping 
        wood; he didn't go to the Inauguration either. I saw the mother of 
        those puppies the other side of Rock Creek, running up and down, 
        crying and yelping, and looking wistfully across, but afraid to 
        venture in the swollen stream. 
        
      
       Richmond fell on April 3rd, the day that John Burroughs was 
       twenty-eight years old. Washington was a wild scene of rejoicing. No 
       ordinary demonstration could suffice: for the second and last time in 
       his life John Burroughs went out with the boys and celebrated. 
      
       Lee's surrender on April 9th followed close on Richmond's fall. The 
       Confederacy had at last collapsed; the long and cruel war was at an 
       end. The difficult period of reconstruction was at hand, and deeds of 
       mercy were henceforth to take the place of strife and warfare. 
       Lincoln in Richmond, with kind and conciliatory words, and Grant at 
       Appomattox, with generous terms of surrender, sounded the keynote of 
       the spirit of reconciliation that was in time to unite the North and 
       the South. 
      
       But how short was the period of the nation's rejoicing! While 
       Lincoln, weary with the burdens borne so long, sought relaxation at 
       the theatre, on the evening of April 14th, on the fourth anniversary 
       of the surrender of Fort Sumter; while the voice of William Lloyd 
       Garrison was ringing out in Charlestown, and liberated slaves were 
       strewing his path with flowers; while General Anderson was raising 
       above Fort Sumter the tattered flag which he had hauled down after 
       Beauregard's bombardment four years before; there, in Ford's Theatre, 
       as our weary President sat in his box, the fanatic, Booth, leader of 
       a band of plotters, who had planned to take the life of Grant, and 
       other patriots also, assassinated the beloved Lincoln! 
      
       The gloom that enveloped Washington on the morning of April 15th when 
       Lincoln died was typical of the sorrow that overspread the nation 
       like a pall. Flags were at half mast. Every city and village in the 
       land was draped in black. Men with pale, tense faces, and women with 
       tears were sorrowing over the loss of the great soul that was gone. 
       And the Poet whose tender heart and helping hand had so long 
       ministered to the boys in blue, and the boys in grey (for it was he 
       who so significantly said, "Was one side so brave? the other was 
       equally brave") now spoke for the sorrowing nation. The 
       storm-tossed Ship of State was safe in port, but in that glad hour 
       its gallant Captain's cautious hand was stilled, his just and 
       resolute voice forever hushed: 
      
       
        The ship is anchor'd safe and sound, its voyage closed and done,
       
        From fearful trip the victor ship comes in with object won.
       
        
         Exult, O shores, and ring, O bells!
        
         But I with mournful tread
        
         Walk the deck, my Captain lies
        
         Fallen, cold, and dead.
         
        
      
       In their little home on Capitol Hill the morning of the 15th of 
       April, Mr. and Mrs. Burroughs were impatiently waiting breakfast. It 
       was long past the hour when the old Irish woman usually brought their 
       milk, and annoyance at her failure to appear was fast reaching the 
       danger point when, much flustered, she arrived, stilling any 
       reprimands by the bald announcement: 
      
       " The Prizident is shot! They do say he is dead!" 
      
       Incredulous, they told her she must be crazy; but quickly becoming 
       voluble, she told of the crowds encountered everywhere, blocking her 
       way, as the people surged here and there inquiring for news. 
      
       Rushing out for a paper, Mr. Burroughs soon returned with the 
       terrible confirmation. The breakfast went untouched that morning. 
      
       Work was suspended in the government buildings for the day. Andrew 
       Johnson took the oath of office amid the tolling of bells and the 
       fast-gathering gloom that overspread the land. 
      
       That afternoon as Mr. Burroughs started to drive out beyond 
       Fourteenth Street to a nurseryman's after strawberry plants, he was 
       held up at the boundary line by a sentry. No one was allowed to pass. 
       Martial law was established. Every exit from the city was guarded. 
       Already a vigilance was on foot that in time apprehended the band 
       among which the foul crime was hatched. 
      
       To return to the home on Capitol Hill and follow the for-tunes of its 
       inmates: There on an acre of ground they lived in a quaint brick 
       house almost within shadow of the Dome of the Capitol; and there, 
       after office hours, the Treasury clerk worked on his miniature farm, 
       pottering about contentedly among his potatoes and pumpkins and 
       chickens, going reluctantly to his daily work, and returning eagerly 
       to his garden in the late afternoon. 
      
       He says he could look up from his hoeing and cast a potato almost in 
       the midst of that cataract of marble steps on the north wing of the 
       Capitol. This was the antidote he had to have, farmer that he was, 
       for the noxious influence of life indoors. Once in his garden, he 
       could hoe under the blue devils in short order, and while getting rid 
       of dock and red-root, could also rid himself of many a troublesome 
       growth in his mental acres. But he was not content until he had a 
       cow. So sending to his native state for one, when the time for her 
       arrival came, he went excitedly to the dock at Georgetown to meet the boat. 
      
       The clerk, reading from the bill of lading, said, " One cask for 
       you, sir," to which he answered, " I hope it's a cask of 
       milk. I'm expecting a cow." 
      
       "It says here, 'One cask."' 
      
       "Well, let's see it -- I'll wager it has horns, and is tied with 
       a rope." And on investigation there she stood on the forward 
       deck contentedly chewing her cud - Chloe, the curly-pated, 
       golden-skinned Devonshire, from the Northern hills. 
      
       It was a frisky cow that her master led from the dock to his home on 
       Capitol Hill. As he piloted her along Pennsylvania Avenue she kicked 
       up her heels under the very walls of the Capitol, and cut capers in 
       front of the White House. It was in the days when cows had the 
       freedom of the city; when goats cropped the rose-bushes through the 
       pickets; and pigs dreamed dreams under his garden fence. In fact, the 
       cows of his neighbours were given altogether too much freedom in that 
       Arcadian city. One old muley cow was deeply concerned as to how she 
       could get into his garden, of which she had had alluring glimpses 
       over his high fence. One day he had caught her peeping at his 
       cabbages through a knot-hole, and shortly after saw her lift the 
       gate-latch with her nose and calmly enter the sacred precinct, though 
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       After Chloe was duly welcomed by the housewife, and admired by Old 
       Drewer, the coloured factotum, she was put in the stable for the 
       night; but so enamoured of her was her master that twice during the 
       evening he had to light his lantern and visit his treasure before 
       going to bed. And in the morning -- "Ah! in the morning," 
       he feelingly observes, "the coffee had experienced a change of heart." 
      
       Chloe was soon initiated into the mysteries of city life. Her master 
       conducted her a few times to the nearest common, then left her to 
       shift for herself. When he would let her out of a morning, she would 
       pause and consider whether to wend her way toward Kendall Green, or 
       over by the Big Spring, or out around Lincoln Hospital; and after 
       stretching out her neck and blowing a blast on her trumpet would 
       placidly go forth. Pretty punctually, between four and five in the 
       afternoon, he would see her white horns above the gate, and hear her 
       impatient lowthe countersign which gained her admittance. 
      
       After two summers, Chloe's returns not measuring up to the required 
       amount, her master reluctantly decided to part with her. One can 
       hardly forgive him, nor did he forgive himself, for exposing the 
       gentle creature in the market-place. There he and Chloe stood 
       submitting to the scrutiny of the white-aproned butchers who flocked 
       around. An old Irish woman came along and stationed herself and her 
       charges -- a sow and five pigsnext to them; and the man with the cow, 
       and the woman with the pigs, compared notes, condoling with each 
       other over the impending fate of their "darlints." A 
       friendly reciprocity showed itself: when she went away for a few 
       minutes, he minded her pigs, and when he strolled about, she minded 
       his cow. 
      
       Poor Chloe! how she shrank from the hands of those market-men! How 
       entreatingly she lowed whenever her master left her side! And when 
       the money for her was counted out, and he surrendered the rope to her 
       purchaser, her master, turning for a parting glance, caught a look of 
       alarm and incredulity that would have melted a far harder heart than 
       his. But it had to be. Other cows came and went after that, but none 
       ever filled the place that Chloe held. 
      
       Whitman often took breakfasts of a Sunday in the Burroughs household. 
       He was very fond of the good coffee and pancakes that Mrs. Burroughs 
       made, but was rarely on time, which was a sore trial to the most 
       punctual of women. They always allowed him a margin of an hour, but 
       it was often long after nine before he appeared. On the mornings when 
       he had not come by nine, some of those cakes went on the griddle, 
       Walt or no Walt. Finally they would spy Whitman coming slowly along 
       with his hands in his pockets, with that rolling sailor's gait, and 
       as if he had the leisure of all eternity. By that time Mrs. 
       Burroughs's cakes were cold and she was hot, but Walt's morning smile 
       warmed up the cakes, and cooled the temper, and soon she had a plate 
       of steaming fresh cakes in front of him, and he and "Jack" 
       were discussing them with praiseworthy dispatch. 
      
       And then they would go somewhere for a stroll, or sit on the steps of 
       the Capitol and have long, long talks. 
      
       When they had rented the place on Capitol Hill, they inherited as a 
       part of its equipment, Old Drewer, the darky man-of-all-work, an old 
       white horse, and a ramshackle wagon. With Old Drewer, as with most of 
       the coloured folk of those days, "What's Massa's is mine." 
       One day Drewer just naturally took some apricots from his mistress 
       and sold them. Having proof of his guilt, she accused him. Denying 
       the charge at first, as the inexorable accusations were pushed, 
       Drewer dropped his woolly head and owned up. 
      
       One day, on begging for an afternoon off, his mistress, having some 
       whitewashing for him to do, objected. At his crestfallen look she 
       inquired why he wanted to go. 
      
       "Laws, Missus, they's going to be a hanging!" 
      
       "A hanging! But why do you want to see that?" 
      
       "Why, you see, Missus, he's a membah of ouah church, an' ah 
       wants to see him hung." 
      
       On his little city farm Mr. Burroughs kept chickens and took great 
       joy in their care. There were fifteen of them and a specially fine 
       lot they were. He knew them individually and was greatly attached to 
       them; used to talk to them; and held and nursed them when they were 
       sick. Faithfully had they laid eggs for him, and followed him about; 
       they were almost like members of the family. Among them was a turkey 
       which he was fattening for Thanksgiving. 
      
       One morning on going very early to the little barn he noticed that 
       the door-strap as it hung down in the uncertain light was slit 
       through. On opening the door, behold! every chicken was gone, and the 
       turkey also! It was a bitter moment. Not only were many a breakfast 
       and dinner gone, but his pets were gone! 
      
       When their coloured handmaiden came that morning and learned of the 
       theft, she "reckoned" she could tell him where to find his 
       chickens: she had heard a great cackling and an unusual commotion the 
       night before in a place not far from where she lived, and declared 
       that "them no 'count... thar had sholy toted off Massa's chickens." 
      
       Convinced that Mandy had heard the distressed cries of his beloved 
       fowl, and following her explicit directions (as explicit as a darky 
       can give), the chicken owner started out in quest of his pets. 
      
       Sure enough! there in the basement of a little house which Mandy had 
       indicated, he found two mulattos with fifteen chickens and a gobbler, 
       the fowl having been killed and picked, but their heads left on: 
      
       
        No one could fool me about those chickens. I knew them by their 
        heads. I could have wept as I saw them spread out there. When I went 
        in, the denies had looked surprised and uneasy, but as I coolly asked 
        if those chickens were for sale, their concern was somewhat allayed. 
        One said he wasn't sure, he would have to wait till the 
        "boss" came in; or, should he go and fetch the 
        "boss"? Yes, I told him to go, but to be quick about it. He 
        was gone so long that the other darky said he better go and hurry him 
        up, and off he went, too; and neither of them came back! But I was in 
        possession of my chickens! Hailing a police officer, I told him the 
        story, and having convinced him that those were my property, he told 
        me to take them. The room was empty save for the fowl and a horse 
        blanket. The officer asked if that blanket was mine, too. I told him 
        it was not. Reasoning that that was stolen also, he said he would 
        take the blanket, and I might take the chickens. 
       
        Well, we had chickens to eat till we were heartily sick of them; we 
        gave chickens to our friends, and sold some-fifteen chickens and a 
        turkey go a good ways in a small family. 
       
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        - Probably the American locust (Schistocerca americana) - (Return)
       
  
      
        
      
      
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